Hi there.  I’ve been lax.   Weekends are so hard.  And yeah I am not in the best frame of mind lately.  So many things stressing me out.  I’m just about done my tests for the surgery and Brian has till May 15 (or maybe later depending on when I can get this sleep study scheduled)  Girl Child is sick YET AGAIN…   or so she says.  she alleges she’s throwing up but i’ve not heard or seen it.  and she eats… and then tells me she’s getting sick.  The boyfriend has spent two nights in the hospital and i’m being told it’s a virus but I have no idea what’s going on.   She’s also complaining of a lump under her arm…  it appears to be an ingrown hair and i told her to put hot compresses on it.  She asked me where she got hot compresses.  Sometimes that child is thick.

Brian is getting rashes under his arms.  I put gold bond on it last night and yes I secretly delighted in it hurting him.  I almost laughed this morning when he sprayed deoderant on it.  he practically screamed.

The dog leash holder fell out of the wall (to be expected) and i have only asked him twice to do it. but no he had to play warcraft all day yesterday and then dominion last night or he lays on the couch snoring.   I guess I’ll get a stool and figure out how to rehang it myself.

I’m ready to be single this week yet again.  My food is out of control.  my exercise is minimal.  I am tired tired tired of him doing NOTHING to further this plan of ours.  On days like this I really do hope he leaves when he gets thin.  the investment in his surgery will be worth being rid of him and his needy kid.

Not sure why he thinks it’s ok to take take take and not give back.