Hello,getting back on track now, finally.

I met with Ranesa yesterday and I am feeling better.  I really have to get a handle on ME and not fret about others.  So today i added my food.

my right hip hurts badly but i’ll see how it goes.

i’m picking up some cheap clothes at Walmart to tide me over till after surgery.  after all nothing I have will fit now. i’ve gained 50 pounds since October.  a lot I know.

I really don’t ever know what to write here… i guess after surgery more will be written.

ETA:

12:10  I’m HUNGRY today.  tummy gnawing, feeling empty headachy HUNGRY.  I wonder if it has anything to do with  (WARNING TMI ahead)

the crummy period I am having this month.  I have not had one in a while.  it’s crummy.. not enough for a pad but when I am in the bathroom it’s obvious on the paper and there are (WORSE TMI) clots in the bowl Isn’t midlife so much fun???

OH well.  my lunch i am keeping for a late snack (lean pockets sw chicken quesidilla) lunch is salad and baked chips… oy.

ETA2:

I want popcorn.  I ate too many carbs today already.  I WANT my single serving of POPCORN.  I have to wait till 9:45 and then if i still want it I will make it but I bet I won’t want it.