Well we had a house full of NWLS friends last night… including a couple of naturally skinny folks… it was a ‘dinner party’  in that we cooked and served food…. it was also gaming…(board games that most of you have never heard of….) and we were teaching some newbies some games …..

it was our first grill and game since surgery for us….

gaming is hard for me cause i’m used to SNACKING during gaming.  it’s HABIT… not hunger…

and I am used to drinking and snacking at the same time.    (this has probably been the hardest part for me)  I still miss drinking and snacking… not drinking and eating however…

but I digress…

so we picked up  chips for our friends and told everyone to supply their own sweets and/or sodas as desired…..

we also got CHEESE for snacking since we all love cheese…. and of course DH and I can have cheese…

I am just over 5 months out from surgery and I have just started adding back crackers recently…  (yet I still feel GUILTY about this don’t ask me why)

so yesterday I picked up some Sesame Wasa Crackers… YUMMY…  and some BRIE and some lean boiled ham….  not sure what I was going to do with any of these things but I was shopping without food in my pouch…. not a good idea… my  tummy shopped not my list….

last night for my last snack I melted some brie cheese on the wasa cracker (just one) and laid a slice of ham on top of it…   OMG it was HEAVEN….   I really really really enjoyed it….

I didn’t need to have a snack like that but it tasted really good and I really really really enjoyed it. Maybe more than I should have…  I am wondering why I feel like I did something wrong…

I think I’ll have it for a snack later today as well…